Keep On Filling Your Tank

 

Friday -- Beautiful sunny cold morning with 7 C. For couple of days I missed my after breakfast morning walks on the Deck in my back garden. It used to be rain at nights so Deck was all wet. 

Today I got the chance. I am walking around, enjoying my morning tea on the deck. It is beautiful view here with green all around. While going back inside, I slammed the patio door and my left hand little finger was in between. It was really painful with dripping blood. With the intensity of pain, I was scared that it might be a fracture but thank God it is not. 

It took couple of hours for me to be back on track. I wiped my finger with alcohol and put ointment and bandaged it. At that time I was feeling like no energy in my whole body. I had no option but to lye down on my bedroom carpet. Anyway it is over now. I had shower and put my clothes in washer, doing laundry. My finger is under bandage but I am happy that I am doing work on my own. I am really thankful to God Almighty for all that.

I will go to kitchen to make banana shake like as usual. It gives you so much comfort and peace of mind that you still can do things on your own. We have to push ourselves for that, taking safety precautions. To leave the ground is an easy option but it ends up in disaster.

We start feeling low and our energy level goes down too. Same is our initiative and will power. We start losing our confidence and become shaky to handle things. We start taking back seat and feel low. Start facing loneliness and that is the worst. Our state of mind becomes all negative. We start going towards the wrong track, away from thinking positive.

We have to push ourselves to keep ourselves busy. Do anything what you like to do, to be busy with. Leave no space for negative thoughts. This way, you might be alone but never be lonely.

My daughter the middle one, called yesterday from Grimsby hospital. She was there since overnight but didn't let me know, to not to let me worried. He had to stay for couple of more days for some tests so she called me to be aware of. She use to call every day so she was sure that I can figure out that there is something fishy. Not right with her. 

Things happen this is life. We never have to let our will power down. I believe that will power is the key behind the force of our brain, which pushes our body to do things. It is the power that keeps pushing us to move forward. To do things. To think positive. Will power is asset of life. We have to keep track, keep on making deposits in this account. 

Will power works like our checking account. We go on making transactions. We need that to do our things, to perform our day to day activities. We never have to let this account to lead to bankruptcy. Fill this tank up. How ?? So simple try to live in day tight compartment. Get busy with doing things. Anything you like to do. You will never be out of your "Will Power". Trust me. Try that.

My son going to lake, taking break time from his work. I am getting ready to go. On the way I got Banana muffin and small coffee to make my day. It is 12.30, I am at lake. Beautiful yellow, purple, white and red wild flowers, giving me smile. Water is sparkling like silver and gold under the sun. My friend, the White Butterfly is here too. 

What an amazing atmosphere to cherish your moments. I am leaving, my son has to be home by 1.15. we have to avail whatever opportunity we can have. Go for whatever is there. Don't have to wait for big moments.